Sometimes it's difficult for me to decide whether I am a good person or a devil from the inside. Few moments in my life bring a smile to my face whenever I think about them, giving proof to my heart that I have been good sometimes. But on the contrary, there are some other shreds of evidence too which thrash my brain and heart at once. Both get involved in a fierce battle of Good-Bad discussion.       A few days back, one of my neighborhood Uncles died an unnatural death due to some chronic disease and lung infection. He died at a young age, leaving behind him a young wife, an old unhealthy mother, and a very small kid, not even mature to understand where his father went. That man was considered to be the most talkative person in our colony. He used to speak a lot and that too on unnecessary topics. He could go on for hours discussing worthless topics. He used to be a very healthy man, never heard from him of being sick, bedridden or some other filthy adjectives of illness be

18th May 2012, Friday      One of the black Fridays of my life but if all considered at once, this was the worst one. IIT JEE 2012 results were going to be declared. My MOM had been calling my Dad since morning. We were out of town busy with another entrance exam, ranked bit lower than IIT though... MOM : Where were You ? I had been trying your cell since 4 in the morning !! DAD : Ah..!!..we were in dreams at that time.....:-)... MoM : But still can't you hear the ringtone ?  DAD : Sorry ..!! It was in silent mode.. MoM : Did you search for the IIT results ? DAD : It's still 7 in the morning. They would be declared at 10:00 A.M.  MoM : Where's Betu ? [she calls me Betu with love] DAD : Oh..!!..He is still sleeping..Slept late last night. He was studying for today's exam. These Government institutions ...I tell You..!!..They don't provide the center you have filled in the application form and allot those places which are far away. A lot of trav